Monday, June 15, 2009

It's Good to Have Me Back!

I am feeling giddy again. Something that I had not felt in a long time. Actually something that I had suppressed for a long time. People who have known me for a long time are telling me that they are starting to see glimpses of the old Me come back to life. And they happy and rooting for me as I find myself again. I don’t regret my past. Sure, I did a lot of stupid, immature and genuinely naive things, but I have also learnt a lot from them. I know that I have my own issues and faults but I have come a long way and know how to deal with them. I have made peace with a lot of things and now I am really ready to live life for my own sake. Not for anyone else. But on my own terms and conditions. I won’t be held back because others can’t move on. I am moving forward and it is so liberating and euphoric. I am so excited about life. I can feel my form getting back into shape. I am laughing hard. I am meeting so many exciting people. I am getting back in touch with old forgotten friends. I am dancing again. I am accepting more invitations. I am just so much happier. That’s because I can be myself again.

3 comments:

poemsnpuja said...

good to have you back sweetie :) its lovely to read so much laughter in your words. stay happy :D

Blandid said...

Thanks Puja! I am really happy and really blessed.

NiQky said...

i'm happy for you :)